A poem I had written a longtime ago...
It upsets me to see you chat and be merry, but not with me.
It upsets me to see you share things about you, things you never told me.
It upsets me to see you understand them, but not me.
Thought I was important, but now I know I never was
Never will be
Whatever bit was holding on to, was never there...
Hurt and pained but left unseen
What will it take for you to see deep within.
Promise you, will fade away
Far from your vision
So your search for me will remain nary
Goodbye it'll be for ever and ever
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